"There is a reason I said i'd be happy alone. 
It wasnt because i thought I would be happy alone. 
It was because I thought if i loved someone and then it fell apart ..
 I might not make it. So its easier to be alone. 
Because what if you learn that you need love? And then you dont have it. 
What if you lean on it? What if you shape your life around it? And then it falls apart? 
Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like a oran damage. 
It's like dying. The only difference? Death ends .. This? It could go on forever" 

- Meredith Grey - Greys anatomy